As I wrote my life story this week, I wrote it in a time line sort of fashion. When you are partially blonde and grey like me you have too sometimes. These were huge events in my 40 years of existence. Alot of these made me who I am both negative or positive.
My mom’s cancer is in REMISSION. It has been for several weeks, but to post that story about her was vulnerable for me. For one, I don’t admit to crying. I was told as a young child not too and disciplined not too. So I don’t.. But now, as God is bringing LIFE into me I cry often.
I hope you didn’t find this week to be negative or all about problems, that wasn’t my purpose, but next week I am starting something new and I needed to lay groundwork more for myself than anyone else.
God is doing AMAZING things in my life … WAIT and SEE…
2 Comments
October 13, 2007 at 3:15 pm
It totally makes sense friend! Looking forward to next week
October 13, 2007 at 11:22 pm
When I first starting attending Lifecentre, I always cried through the worship. After about six months it was getting embarassing. I kept thinking that people were going to think that I had all these “issues” but really I was so in awe of my Saviour. I prayed that God would take it away. He did. I didn’t realize it at the time and a few months later, it dawned on me – I had little if any “feeling” during worship. It was then that I figured out my great mistake. I repented and begged God to bring the tears back. He did. I’m so grateful. I too was always told not to cry. That was just wrong.