I desire and long to voice and express myself more openly.
Sometimes the timing is so right, and sometimes the timing is completely off.
Some things that come out of my mouth were expressed in integrity, but some things were said without any thought.
Some things are said out of faith, out of fear, out of insecurity, out of sadness, out of excitement, out of joy, out of love, out of question!
All things that come out of my mouth stems from something or from someplace that is very deep within my soul.
Right now, I know that I am entering into deeper waters.
Someone told me that as you go deeper in God, the deeper part of your emotions start to flow out so naturally.
It flows so naturally that it comes out at random times, which probably explains the random emotions and tears.
God is touching a deep place in my heart and it is awesome and weird at the very same time to see God do something to me.
It is very hard to accept being vulnerable, but God delights in our weaknesses.
It is all in the journey with God.
We have to go through healthy bumps in the road to understand that we just need to keep on pressing in and not to lose the passion for His kingdom.
